Date:
25.1.08
Time: 1/25/2008 06:34:00 PM
i know i'm not good enough ... and in so many areas too. And when you ask me, it makes me so guilty. Cos i know didn't try my best... well, to me it wasn't my best. And it's my fault for not trying... But you go on believing that it wasn't really my fault, that maybe i didn't know how... It makes me feel so uneasy, and so GUILTY. im so sorry. sorry that i disappointed you and sorry that i wasted your time, and i wasted their money each week.
ANd an apology/reply that is, really, very very late. im sorry for not replying. sorry for my indecisiveness and for ever doubting you... i know you wanted a reply; im sure you've waited for one for a long long time, and decided that i would never ever give one. it's not that i didn't want to... it's just that i didn't know how to. im so sorry.
(i know you'll probably not see it..but i decided to put it here all the same)
the side of j0ce that nobody has ever seen...
>.<